Scream of Heart

37 days after GD, I still stand up in same place...I feel so bored, useless, depressed, and I don't know what to do...I pity of my self...

Everyday I pray to Alloh SWT, crying in front of Alloh SWT... I saw my mother and I feel more depressed...I'm so sorry mom, I will try harder...

Love u so much mom n I know Alloh SWT always beside me...Amiiiin

TIME BOMB

Just want to finish this relationship with you...
I feel like cotton n you like a rock...
I try to survive, n success...
but I can't stand n I'm not strong enough...

This time bomb just waiting to explode...
n I prepare to say GOODBYE...